today

today i decided that I mostly like myself. I know that i have a lot of things to work on, but the important part is that I like myself. 1/2 way there. i'll always have things to work on, but for now, i like me, issues and mess ups and all.

do i?

do i deserve better than you? there are people who make time for me, and see that it is important.

do i do the same thing that you are doing to me to people? i can't even imagine that being the case.

because i think you're it, youre great, you're the best. but the more things fall apart, the less i feel the way i want to feel and the less i feel the way i deserve to feel when i'm around who you are supposed to be for me.

your mind isnt made up so you just drag me on and tell me youre trying.

if you were trying wouldnt you be trying to make a decision? i'm not yours to use until you graduate and then move on with your life.

what am i to you?

i want to love you and i've gotta tell you, you make it pretty difficult.

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What do you want to be when you grow up?-Purple